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For as long as I remember, I had always bled being without you.
Now, it’s with you. With you my babe.
With you.
Oh, I’m into you and
No one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can’t be the only one
I bet there’s hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I’m with you, with you, with you, with you, with you…
Dreaming of moments when I can snuggle up to you, beside you or just far away watching you closely with the wings that I have been bestowed upon once again.
I’m so glad to be yours
You’re a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You’re my sweetheart and
I’m so glad that you’re mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won’t do
Hearing your voice, there’re no words I wish to indulge in more.
Imagining your face, there’re no eyes I’d rather sleep in than in those twinkles that go on forever.
No hurry. No rush they say.
Even you say we have the rest of our lives. But this hunger, tells me I need to have you now.
That you’re the last I see before good night. And the first I kiss on a morning’s breath.
I don’t want nobody else
Without you there’s no one left, and
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey babe, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won’t lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything
It’s perfection that causes this disbelieve. I have to blink a hundred times just to understand. That this is nothing less than perfection in a person. In a man.
I regret to tell you that I’ve been fooled, that I’ve forgotten how inhumane I can be rejecting rain from the Gods and fruit from the Earth.
Gluing up the sides of this puzzle, please hear me when I say I don’t have enough to go quickly enough. Wait for me, wait for me my love.
And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
‘Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won’t run
I don’t need another one
I just need you or nothing
‘Cause if I got that
Then I’ll be straight
Baby you’re the best part of my day
My day when it’s with you, with you, with you.
I wish you could share this moment with me, as my heart feels like it’s bursting forth with stardust and magic.
With new hopes on this horizon, I truly can’t wait till the island calls by the moon and sea.
Waking up to a new life.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
The haze is a blur, the past is unforgotten. Fading, like a slim, slow thread.
I need all this novelty back. I need this change. I am craving for hope. For surprises. Unexpected behaviour.
See the lights above you glowing.
I want to put this face behind me.
But patience is pulling at the strings.
Playing puppeteer for kings.
My heart is fierce. I’m going where I’m going.
Finally, I can steer.
*finger crossing*
Paintings the town with stars from a smile, that’s what, this is.
Sleeping in your eyes, dreaming in your kiss, that’s what, this is.
Before I had this feeling, before I knew perfection like you could grace this world, I never knew what life was for.
Those with wings, I only thought fantasy of them. And rainbows, only in my own imaginations that nobody wanted to share.
Now, dreams have superseded the impossible. I even have my own now. Dusty and infant, but still, able to keep me afloat and above the surface.
Feel it falling off like clothing
Taste it rolling on your tongue
See the lights above you glowing
Oh and breathe them deep into your lungs
It was always simple, not hidden hard
You’ve been pulling on the strings
Playing puppeteer for kings
And you’ve had enough
But the search ends here
Where the night is totally clear
And your heart is fierce
So now you finally know
That you control where you go
You can steer
So hold this feeling like a newborn
All the freedom surging through your veins
You have opened up a new door
So bring on the wind, fire and rain
It was always simple, not hidden hard
You’ve been played at a game
Called remembering your name
And you stuffed it up
‘Cause you’ve been listening for answers
Oh but the city screams and all your dreams go unheard
But the search ends here
Where the night is totally clear
And your heart is fierce
So now you finally know
That you control where you go
You can steer
Take me to where you’re going.
Coz’ it’s where I want to be too.
Don’t ever say you’re leaving, because I can’t take it.
My pillow, at the end of it all, no matter what.
My pillow, my all.
I love you.
There is this life ahead. Comfortable, not too many surprises around the bend. Which means, static progression really.
But comfort, I had wanted it before. The sole reason why I decided to give up. Thinking that I was leaving behind glamour for gold.
But now, the sparkly shield is still on. This is all there is to it. Glamorous only in name.
Not one for regret. It’s been wonderful, exciting even. But something is building up. Something is chasing me away. Perhaps I do not work well with the Vs?
Momi and popi says to keep trying. In their eyes, I have all the colours in the world on my side. If I say paint the sky red, no blue would dare to infiltrate the silver lining.
Another significant event. This is not make-believe anymore. I have to make myself believe that I can do it. That I am worth more than this bony figment easy enough to be defenestrated by the stronger.
I need to stay focused for once. To jog in one direction. Without promises of course, that this will be the last road I take.
But I believe in your words. To set a goal and stick with it, for as long as the expiry date stands. It’s a tough jump. Worth it or not, yes I’ll find out soon enough.
A part of me still missed that family. Late into the night, as if only we existed. I had forgotten the feeling of triumph. Of teamwork. Of winning. I had given it up for some reason that I cannot remember. And now, I am choosing to revisit this sanctity.
How sad, that our goals never aligned the way we wished it would. Maybe it never meant to be.
Without you here, I would’ve been missing this part of me. This portion to feel, to think, to laugh, to wait. Until now, I still have not found the correct words to describe what your being means to me. You leave me speechless, dumbfounded and silent. Especially in this virtual sanctuary of mine. You have no space here, simply because you own every part of me in reality.
This world of mine has been left for depression for as long as I can remember. And now, I am writing about transitions. Metamorphosis. The bunny and the hat.
Are these pills talking on my behalf?
These tears that fall upon her cheek, are they hers really, or are they for you?
The sickness creeps in and clenches onto her soul as she wonders how a word said can be a word forgotten.
If I can do it, why can’t you?
This phrase takes no meaning here. Simply because it doesn’t ring a bell.
If I needed you, could you really be here for me?
But she is left with silence, unreachable, even when barely 12 hours ago it was agreed.
Music is alive everywhere. The sound of sweetness tinkles in my ear.
Uninspired to write. Because there are no words to describe this bliss. I’ve only known sadness for so long, it’s all that I’ve ever written.
Now, suddenly, I am at the top of the crest. Looking down, I see the crystal clear blue ocean. Reflected in it, a vision of me smiling. The skies are clear blue too. And the birds, they are flying for me.
I could take this plunge. I could do without the lifesaver. 100 feet or more, I think I’ll survive. Just because I have your spirits near.
This is nothing like I’ve ever felt before.
*whispering* And I’ve even started singing again.
Happy tunes are no longer depressing.
You’re the reason I’m living.
It is beautiful really, what we humans are willing to do. We know we’ll be dying one day soon and yet we strive to live. For the moment, they say.
But it’s worth it. My years before have been worth it. I would’ve never shed a tear if I knew my history was leading me to you. I would’ve seen through the war with a brave face, knowing that victory was just a step over the wall.
If I’ve never been sure before, you have certainly changed the light in my eyes. Now everything is labelled with your voice, your scent, traces of you.
No matter how hard my eyes strive to stay open, the last person it wishes to see is undoubtedly, You.
